Love Letter

Dear God,

How are you? Heaven looks mighty fine from where I'm sitting so I'm guessing you're doing pretty good. Allow me to say that you did a really good job with the weather today - not too sunny and not too cold either. Just the right temperature...Bravo! :)

So this isn't the most conventional way of talking to you but at least I know you are listening (or reading). I have alot on my mind and I needed to write it down to let you know how I'm doing. Well, for starters I can't complain much about life because I know you don't throw the 'poopies' that come my way. It's all people's doings and probably my own fault at times. 

In general, I actually do love my life considering I have a roof over my head, a family that loves me, friends that care for me. But mostly because I know I have You every step I take. I know You're there when I'm up in cloud 9 or when I've hit rock bottom. I know I can always count on You for anything and although I can't see You or hear You, I can always feel Your presence. Always in front of me holding my hand and walking me through the storm.

However, I do have a few laments and complains. Well, I feel like I'm about to hit rock bottom again. Let's just say I still haven't gotten the hang of relationships and friendships yet. I still need alot of work in that department. I feel like I've lost the will to love. I mean don't me wrong...I love YOU but I'm just getting tired of looking for love in all the wrong places. I loved and I was loved but love went away...So right now I feel a little bit empty inside. I mean you know all the details so there's no need to make this a thesis right...

So, all I ask is if you could point me in the right direction as to what I should do instead because I don't think Mr.Right is going to be knocking on my door any time soon. I guess I'll leave it in Your capable hands. Oddly, at times I do enjoy this new found liberty of being single but other times its feels like a really lonely place to be. But hey, at least I know I have You! :)

Anyways, I'm not going to bug You more. I'm sure You have other things to do right now, but I just need a favour if I may. I just pray that even if I loose out on love, just let my true friends be with me during these difficult times. It's sad when I see friends change so drastically and become someone I'd never thought they would be. I'm sure You know what that's like. I can't imagine being in Your shoes...Having sent down Jesus to save mankind and still struggling to get us to love You... :( I pray that I  will always remember You and never forget the kindness You have shown me..

Thank you for being part of my life, God. I love You! :)